Some will say am not talking clearly or these labor pains are getting to much or if your will am acting like a child.How is me having contraction 20 mins apart and not going to the hospital about acting like a child?I already called the hospital and he was in the room when my doctor said the same thing.'Call and come in when they are 3-5 mintues apart,or if your water breaks.'His excuse for not coming over today is because Bill the guy he lives with is giving him 5 dollars to carry a computer in to the house for someone and to do things for him.A meassy five dollars for him to get a freaking pack of ciggrates is more important then me and his child!

 Cant you tell am trying not to cuss?Be proud

I told him Ill try to have her on your time,and if i go today or anyother day you better hope someone calls and tells you or whatever cuz am not calling no more.Then i hung up.

Am going to try and take it easy so i can have this baby on his time which is like friday.I will try to not get to stressed out but austin all he does is stress me out.Auntunm if she hates it or not can mostly be in the play pin mostly all day, austin can just sit there on the floor since my parents said he is not aloud on the new furnisture.If he doesnt like it oh well he can sit there and scream and cry like someone is killing him all he wants cuz really i can handle it i know how to tune people out. Sad huh?