| I did what i said i wouldnt do...neglet my xanga.It has been a month or so since i updated.
Kassidy is now a lil over a month old.She is so wonderful such a great feeling to have her here.She is such a good baby its unbeliveable she have slept all night since she was 5 days old.She is up nearly up allday and becoming so strong.


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| I dont feel like typeing so ill paste my myspace blog entry.:)
but there is something in side of that needs to come out.....
:( still nothing.
Tuesday and friday i have nst testing.Where they hook you up to montiors for about an hour or so to check babys heart beat and to check fluid.
She just doesnt want to come out.NOTHING has worked |
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| Thursday threw most of saturday at Wills came home saturday to a babyshower.Everyone said i gave that WTF look.It was so much fun.I loved seeing family i dont get to see all the time and get to sit down and talk to.Kassidy got so much stuff.She better not pull a Binky.We call it that cuz my cusion binky(bobbi) who will be 14 soon WAS to be a boy the utrasound proved it all she was all boy and she came out and boom she was a girl.Kassidy has so much pink and all this cute stuff we got just about all the stuff we need all we need is the carseat which we will get in a couple days.All day i been busy organizing it all so much stuff i hardly can find a place to put it all.Binky putted togetther the take a long swing Will,will do he bassinet which is so cute its whinne the pooh!and the bouncer.All we need is carseat and batteries! :) |
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| Some will say am not talking clearly or these labor pains are getting to much or if your will am acting like a child.How is me having contraction 20 mins apart and not going to the hospital about acting like a child?I already called the hospital and he was in the room when my doctor said the same thing.'Call and come in when they are 3-5 mintues apart,or if your water breaks.'His excuse for not coming over today is because Bill the guy he lives with is giving him 5 dollars to carry a computer in to the house for someone and to do things for him.A meassy five dollars for him to get a freaking pack of ciggrates is more important then me and his child!
Cant you tell am trying not to cuss?Be proud
I told him Ill try to have her on your time,and if i go today or anyother day you better hope someone calls and tells you or whatever cuz am not calling no more.Then i hung up.
Am going to try and take it easy so i can have this baby on his time which is like friday.I will try to not get to stressed out but austin all he does is stress me out.Auntunm if she hates it or not can mostly be in the play pin mostly all day, austin can just sit there on the floor since my parents said he is not aloud on the new furnisture.If he doesnt like it oh well he can sit there and scream and cry like someone is killing him all he wants cuz really i can handle it i know how to tune people out. Sad huh? |
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| today was good.Had a doctors apointment.Had the exam and the group strep b test nearly pasted out from being on my back during the exam.All is good she said when i come in next week since i start weekly i can have her anytime after that.i cant wait the nerve pains on my left side are getting to much.i know its TMI but am pretty sure i lost my muscus plug or most of it atleast.Next friday is my apointment next saturday is my babyshower so maybe saturday night or sunday try having this baby.I will try anything but castor oil.We also picked out a new name breanna dallas just got to old for us to fast i got tried of it.Kassidy Marie leeson is the final choice. |
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